January 10, 2018

50 (Random) Facts About Me - 2018 Version

Greetings, dear readers!

Thank you so much for 116 000 views! I apprechiate every single one, as it helps me to grow bigger.

It has been quite a while now since I shared recent information about me on here. Especially considering that I unpublished around 93% of my posts you may not know me well, yet. I would like to introduce myself - again - with 50 personal facts you may need to be aware of. I am sure there are people reading this who still know the 2013 me, and I wish those and all the new readers out there a fun and interesting time going through the facts and figures which define me in 2018. If you would like to know what represented me in 2013, please visit 50 (Random) Facts About Me!

  1. I was born in Poland, but moved to Baden-Württemberg/Germany at the age of three.
  2. Currently I am living in Bavaria/Germany.
  3. I am very proud of being born on Earth Day.
  4. Eco-consciousness is a big part of my life, including the zero waste lifestyle.
  5. Zero waste is something I definitely want to achieve, but I am far from perfect. It is a gradual transition and you have to dedicate a lot of time and attention to actually change your lifestyle.
  6. I have quite a huge amount of relatives with four of them being my siblings. One is my beloved twin sister KayKay. I adore her.
  7. Another person I really love and care about is my boyfriend. I am taken for almost three and a half years now, hoping for our relationship to last forever.
  8. I had to discontinue my studies because of financial issues.
  9. My mobile is still always on silent and I barely read messages or respond to them. [sorry]
  10. I have two rather private twitter accounts.
  11. Instagram famous? I wish! No, but really, the majority of my followers are inactive, so yeah, I am far from famous. 
  12. Mental illnesses I have to struggle with are depression, emotionally unstable personality disorder/borderline personality disorder and stress which led to binge eating and obesity. It is intensely complex and a cycle I still cannot step out of.
  13. My sleeping pattern is also very distorted, so I need to take sedatives.
  14. Psychosomatic pain really bothers me in daily life, but I don't want to take pain relievers. Meh.
  15. Black cats are fascinating. That is probably the reason why I have two of them. The female one is one and a half years old and the elder, male ball of fur is three years old now. I added pictures of them at the top of my post.
  16. My ideapad S206 by Lenovo is still working and I am just using it as I am writing this.
  17. I am planning to start a career in media or science.
  18. There are two human beings out there who I call my best and only friends. Both are female. Love you, Jess and Tamara!
  19. Living on one's own is the worst. At least for me. I am pretty unable to be alone. Running an apartment by myself is so much work I just cannot do on my own - I do not want to think about the financial stress that is put upon me constantly.
  20. I dislike my body and how I look after gaining half of my original weight within last year.
  21. New year - new me? No, not for me. I will not change just because a new year started.
  22. Actually I am a person who dwells on the past. I hate changes, which I always try to avoid, so even turning older makes me feel awful.
  23. Speaking of feeling awful, my mental state is in a bad condition. But I sure try to find positive things in life.
  24. I am a very logical, rational, radical thinker, open-minded and liberal. And friendly.
  25. You probably would not speak to me in person because it is quite rare that I interact in social ways. I am an introvert, a very extreme one.
  26. Conversely, sharing emotions and thoughts online is like therapy to me. As long as I do not see my audience in person it is fine, I guess, though you are still welcome to reach out to me.
  27. I have been to a System Of A Down concert in June 2017. I was there on my own - which was a huge step for me - and I was able to meet John and Shavo backstage. I have never felt better. Honestly. I yearn to meet the rest of the band, too. Hopefully.
  28. This year I am going to see Fall Out Boy, thanks to my amazing twin sister KayKay!
  29. There is also the possibility that I might see Lana Del Rey with my best friend Jess. Fingers crossed!
  30. I feel old.
  31. Sims 3 is life. If there is anybody willing to send me stuff or a friend request, here is my account.
  32. Creativity is one of my rare talents. Honestly, I have depicted so many paintings in the last few months that I could start selling them.
  33. Money is a big, negative issue for me. I am struggling with financial problems which make my life so much worse. I am in debt and will most likely stay there for the next years.
  34. Reading books is my only real hobby, so keeping this blog should help me with doing something useful throughout the day.
  35. I use menstrual cups, cloth pads, reusable steel straws and other utensils to avoid disposables and waste.
  36. Tamsin from EcoFluffyMama is the sweetest blogger I got to know. She was the one who made me try out menstrual cups for the first time - I won a giveaway hosted by her. Head over to her blog, she has got some great articles worth to read!
  37. I can be a little bitch sometimes - please forgive me, Korin!
  38. Oranges and ice cream are my all time favorite foods.
  39. Derealization is inhibiting my daily life every now and then.
  40. I smoke, but it happens so rarely that I do not consider myself a smoker.
  41. Meanwhile I got pierced a few times. Lower lip, nostril and several ear lobe piercings were added to my collection.
  42. I was able to make my dream of colorful hair come true. I am lavender-haired right now, though I need to bleach my roots again, so I might wear a blue head of hair, soon.
  43. Socializing is pointless and stressful, in my opinion.
  44. You cannot consider me a vegetarian or vegan, but I barely eat meat, although I consume milk, eggs and cheese twice to thrice a week.
  45. Whenever I go grocery shopping I buy organic and/or minimal waste. I avoid big companies like Coca-Cola, Nestlé, Johnson&Johnson, Unilever, P&G, Pepsico, Mars, etc. with all their subsidiaries.
  46. I wanted to live in a historically important era, but having the right-wing scene gain popularity was not exactly what I wanted to experience.
  47. I am pretty interested in web design and I might do that as a job. Media and marketing are fields I can see myself working on for a long time. Those combine information technology and creativity.
  48. On the other hand I would love to study in the science sector - physics, astronomy, chemistry, biology and of course mathmatics.
  49. This took me half a night. I am not so creative when it comes to my person. Still, I hope you enjoyed this!
  50. I wish my blog becomes somewhat near popular. This is actually a really big wish. Maybe I can succeed this time.

When you made it to the end I want to thank you very much for reading through the whole list! Push a button below, whether you liked or disliked my post and please leave some feedback. Link your own 50 facts blog posts in the comments below and I will make sure to read all of them!

See you soon,
xxxx Aga

January 7, 2018

Last Friday Night - Jan 5th, 2018

Hi whoever just reads this!

Nice to meet you, kind of. To those who know my blog from the past years, you may still remember my Last Friday Nights! To the new readers out there, here is a quick explanation: I like to post a list of things I did on my last Friday night every now and then. The list is basically always the same, there are specific topics I give an answer to, very diverse, and they sort of describe my Friday evenings.

January 5th was the last day of my Christmas/New Year vacation [by the way, have a successful, peaceful and pleasant New Year 2018!] - except from the weekend afterwards - so I was able to spend my day however I wanted to. My dearest best friend Jess was so generous to ask me out on a date and we did indeed meet that evening. That may be recognizable in my following answers. Enjoy the read!

Seen: This time I did not see any movies, but my perfect friend Jess [better than any movie!]. It is impossible for one not to admire her splendid air and miscellaneous virtuosity. I have to admit, I adore how she expresses herself and her feelings just as much as her appearance.
Read: My blog actually. I had to decide which posts I am going to keep online because some of them are okay for me to uphold.
Heard: Miley Cyrus' new album Younger Now. You have to be honest, she did mature a lot, remembering her MTV VMA performance with Robin Thicke in 2013. Actually, there are more artists who left their craziness, kind of infantile immaturity and got out a great album in 2017! I might blog about those grown up musicians, probably reviewing some of my recent favorite LPs.
Done: As I mentioned earlier, I was out with Jess. We spent almost six hours together at our local McDonald's - I'm not very proud of choosing a fast food restaurant, but it's our usual spot to meet and apart from that, I barely eat out at fast food places.
Drank: Hot milk chocolate. Plus a few sips of my friend's coke.
Thought: Actually, throughout half of the date with Jess I had to think about the complicated, but educational years I spent at school, until eventually graduating. Since then my life kind of went downhill. School was on of the constant, absolute anchors I lost in 2014. Honestly, I yearn to go back and enjoy my life once again.
Wished: Whenever I am around Jess I strongly wish to just look half as good as her. She is perfect, really.
Annoyed by: My life, obviously. It is tiring to see others handle their life way better than I do.
Excited by: Jess. No explanation needed.
Clicked: While being with friends - it does not happen often at all - I try to stay offline. And since I was out for almost six hours there was simply no time to go on blogs or instagram, the internet overall. And let me tell you, I appreciated being offline for a while.

Now chances are very high that you precisely know how my last Friday night was like AND that I truly love my best friend. Do you also have a sweetheart to call your friend who is always able to make you feel better? Text or call to tell them how important they are to you!

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xxxx Aga

January 1, 2018

Welcome to Fan.tasti.que' in 2018!

Hey everyone, have a successful 2018 and welcome to my blog!

You may have noticed big changes here. I recently decided to start all over with my blog - at 115k views.

I have not been updating it for quite a while now, plus I was a bit unsatisfied. I mean, all the posts I wrote in the last few years do not represent me properly anymore. My personality did change a bit, especially when it comes to personal health, the environment and my interests. Yet, I kept some of my old posts which are kind of crucial and important to me and this blog, but from now on stay tuned and have fun discovering a not so different girl!

The last three years were a burden to me in so many ways. I still have not decided which career to choose, I have financial and health problems, I am living on my own with two adorable cats which are hard work for real and I honestly miss my deep relationship with my boyfriend. Do not get me wrong, we are still a couple, but I had to move out and get myself an apartment. Now it is just that I do not see my boyfriend that much anymore. That is a serious issue, especially for me - thanks to my several mental illnesses.

Yes, I was diagnosed with a few of them in the last two years, after struggling for a decade. My mental and physical health were not important in my teenage years, so I had to cope with my mind on my own. But now I am seeing a psychiatrist regularly and I am on medication. I would not say I feel better but some days the pills are able to numb my feelings a bit. If you have any questions about (my) mental illnesses - feel free to contact me. I am actually a nice person and, even though I dislike people in person, I do not mind talking to others online. Just be aware that sometimes I just will not reply for five months straight.

So - regarding my blog - I am going to get personal. You will read about my interests, products I like and dislike, people, blogs, companies and organizations I want to share with you, tips on life in general, and whatever comes to my mind. You can further follow me on instagram (@greenmindedgirl) where I post different photos every now and then. Also feel free to add me and my blog on bloglovin'! I also have some twitter and tumblr accounts, but I would like to keep those private.

That is actually everything for now. I look forward to many more views, new readers and keep in mind - my inboxes are always open for you!

xxxx Aga

August 18, 2014


Dear readers,

lately I haven't been feeling good and I am still laying in bed. I am sick and my stomach hurts really bad, especially whenever I drink or eat. On Sunday I was out with a friend and we spent the whole night together. Yesterday, that means on Monday, I was really motivated and therefore I've been jogging for about one and a half hours. My kind of personal coach told me it is about duration, not distance when it comes to jogging. And now I try to run on a low pace. I'm bound to say, I feel incredibly amazing now. I also lost around one and a half kilograms within the last two days, even though I rather eat in a normal way. I hope to stay motivated in the next few days, weeks, etc. because I am trying to lose further few kilograms. I've been stuck on a specific weight and it is actually really hard for me to lose weight, even if it is only like one kilogram. By the time my scale showed me that I am a little bit lighter again, I was instantly motivated. Hopefully I stay in such a good mood. Right now I am listening to Ed Sheeran's album X (it is pronounced multiply) and this is the actual reason for this post. I fell in love with all those songs.

xoxo Aga

January 26, 2014


This is a post about a great idea based in Germany so the products shown here are German. Nevertheless I also want to show it to all the non-German speaking people out there and spread this wonderful idea!

Lobkarten is a German word - for those who wonder - and its meaning is similar to praise cards. A couple of weeks ago I came across those cards while reading blogs. A blogger wrote about them and hyperlinked their website. In my opinion designing cards and sharing praise and compliments with them is an adorable idea! I did take a great interest in this kind of campaign, so I summarily decided to browse the web page. It is THIS ONE, unfortunately it is only available in German. You can, of course still leave a comment on the bottom of their page! The concept of this praise project by Anja Meuter, the manageress, and her team is giving praise, compliments and thank-you notes to those who already deserved it for so long. You can do it via internet or you order a set of cards. Therefor you need to write an e-mail to lob@meuter.de, I am sure they can help you along if you want to get a set. Further they have a mission: praising, praising, praising. It is not a big deal to tell people every so often how much you thank them for being there, how much you appreciate their presence, how glad you are them being your workmate, friend, etc. But I have to confess that I do sometimes forget to do that. And those cards are just the perfect idea to brighten up someone's day! The cards come in different styles and say for example "You are priceless", "You rock", "WOW", "Thanks for your contribution", "You make me happy", "Thank you for everything" and there is even one for my blog - it says "fantastic"! All in all I got 33 cards and I love them! A big applause for the so called Lob-Team and thank you very much for the set, again! Below you can see some photos taken from the Lobkarten!

The set came in this cute package. It looks so precious! // Das Set kam in dieser hübschen Verpackung. Es sieht so wertvoll aus!

Vor einigen Wochen bin ich beim Durchstöbern einiger Blogs auf eine Aktion gestoßen. Eine Bloggerin schrieb dabei über Lobkarten und hat zum Glück deren Webseite genannt. Meiner Meinung nach ist es eine bezaubernde Idee, Karten zu entwerfen und damit Lob und Komplimente zu verbreiten. Ich hatte hohes Interesse an der Aktion und so beschloß ich kurzerhand, die Webseite zu besuchen, DIESE HIER, ist bis jetzt auch nur auf deutsch verfügbar. Hiterlasst doch einen Kommentar unten auf der Seite, die Macher freuen sich sicherlich drüber! Die Idee hinter dem Ganzen ist ganz einfach Leuten zu schreiben, die schon lange ein Lob verdient haben. Anja Meuter, die Geschäftsführerin und ihr Team haben hierfür ihre Seite eingerichtet, denn man kann dort bequem Karten auswählen und an beliebig viele Menschen schicken. Ich denke, dass die Lobkarten so als E-Mail verschickt werden. Optional kann man die Karten auch anfragen, dafür nehmt ihr am besten Kontakt zum Lob-Team auf (die E-Mail-Adresse hierfür ist lob@meuter.de), die helfen euch sicherlich weiter! Die Mission des Ganzen ist: loben, loben loben! Es ist nicht schwer, Menschen hin und wieder zu sagen, wie sehr man ihnen dankt, dass sie für einen da sind, wie sehr man ihre Existenz schätzt, wie froh man dafür ist, dass sie Kollege, Freund, usw. sind. Aber ich muss zugeben, ich vergesse das manchmal. Und deshalb sind die Karten die perfekte Idee, dem einen oder anderen ein Lächeln aufs Gesicht zu zaubern! Die Karten kommen in verschiedenen Ausführungen, darunter "Du bist unbezahlbar", Du rockst", "WOW", "Danke für deinen Beitrag", "Du machst mich froh", "Danke für alles" und es gibt sogar eine Karte für meinen Blog - auf der steht "fantastisch"! Alles in einem habe ich 33 Karten erhalten und ich liebe sie! Ein großes Lob an das Lobkarten-Team, erneut vielen Dank für das tolle Set! Unten seht ihr einige Fotos der Lobkarten!

xoxo Aga

January 10, 2014

#OOTD - Jan 10, 2014

ENGLISH. Hi my dearest readers, today I want to write about my outfit. I had to dress up like this for a photo which is going to be added to an article in the local news paper. The outfit had to be monochrome, later that day I added my red Marc Jacobs DOT scarf. First of all I show you a few pictures and below I am going to tell you what I excactly wore. // GERMAN. Hi meine liebsten Leser, heute zeige ich mein Outfit. Ich habe den Look für ein Foto gewählt, welches zu einem regionalen Zeitungsartikel hinzugefügt wird. Es musste schwarz/weiß sein, im Laufe des Tages habe ich mir jedoch das rote Marc Jacobs DOT Halstuch umgeworfen. Zuerst zeige ich euch einige Fotos und darunter sind die Details aufgelistet.

black top + white shirt + black suit coat + grey platform high heels - all by H&M // red scarf - Marc Jacobs (DOT) // black jeans - I am not sure, but I think the brand is called Rebers
schwarzes Top + weißes Oberteil + schwarzer Blazer + graue High Heels mit Plateau - alles von H&M // rotes Halstuch - Marc Jacobs (DOT) // schwarze Jeans - ich bin ziemlich unsicher, denke aber, die Marke heißt Rebers

xoxo Aga

November 1, 2013

Halloween Outfit 2013

My dear readers,

how was your Halloween? I am curious about what you actually think of Halloween so feel free to leave a comment. Today I want to show you what I wore at the party yesterday. Unfortunately my best friend Jessica was not able to join it, but I was glad to have Hanna, we had a pretty nice night. Plus I've met my best male friend and was the first on to congratulate him this year due to his birthday! To begin with, I did my whole outfit all by myself. I had this proper old nightdress which was way too long so I shortened it by pinning it up. Then a white bag, white hold ups and last but not least my ankle boots I made a few days ago. I splattered fake blood all over the outfit, which I bought from Amazon.com. It's the Grimas Filmblood B which I also used for the bloody tears running down my cheeks. The hair color is again a Directions semipermanent hair dye by La Riché in the shade called Poppy Red. I really like my hair now! Further I had pearl earrings and a bridal hairband completing my outfit. That's it. How do you like my Halloween kind of costume? Am I scary enough?

Meine lieben Leser,

wie war euer Halloween? Ich bin neugierig, was ihr über Halloween denkt, also zögert nicht, zu kommentieren! Heute möchte ich euch zeigen, was ich gestern auf der Party getragen habe. Leider war meine beste Freundin Jessica verhindert, daran teilzunehmen, aber ich war froh, Hanna zu haben, wir hatten eine ziemlich schöne Nacht. Außerdem habe ich meinen besten Freund getroffen und war die erste, die ihm dieses Jahr zum Geburtstag gratuliert hat! Erstens einmal habe ich mein Outfit selber gemacht. Ich hatte ein richtig altes Nachthemd, welches zu lang war, also kürzte ich es, indem ich es hochsteckte. Außerdem eine weiße Tasche, weiße halterlose Strümpfe und letztendlich meine Ankle Boots, die ich vor einigen Tagen gemacht habe. Das alles habe ich mit Kunstblut bespritzt, welches ich von Amazon.com gekauft hab. Es ist das Grimas Filmblut B, welches ich auch für die blutigen Tränen benutzt habe. Die Haarfarbe ist erneut eine DIrections von La Riché, diesmal in dem Ton namens Poppy Red. Ich mag meine Haare total! Ferner habe ich Perlenohrringe und ein Hochzeitshaarreif getragen, um dem Look zu vervollständigen. Das wars. Wie mögt iht mein Halloween-"Kostüm"? Bin ich unheimlich genug?

By the way, my blog is just a few clicks away from 50k views, thank you all!
Ach ja, mein Blog ist nur noch wenige Klicks von 50000 Aufrufen entfernt, danke euch allen!

xxxx Aga

October 22, 2013

Côte d'Azur - N°. 4: On the High Sea

Here's again a Côte d'Azur post, as I already mentioned! And this time's topic is the sea! I guess everyone knows that at this shore there is a lot of sea to see and if you didn't known that yet, you do now. And because of this fact I've taken a lot of pictures. The water was indeed warm, but it was not like too warm. I would say it was a quite pleasant, cozy temperature to cast a chill on. I also found a lot of shells, they may be small but magnificent, more than beautiful in my opinion! I'll just start off with showing you the pictures of the sea, I hope you do enjoy it!

Hier ist, wie schon erwähnt, wieder ein Côte d'Azur Beitrag! Und dieses Mal ist das Thema das Meer! Ich denke, jeder weiß, dass an dieser Küste viel Meer zu sehen ist, und wem das nicht bekannt war, der weiß es jetzt. Wegen dieser Tatsache habe ich natürlich viele Fotos davon gemacht. Das Wasser war recht warm, nicht wirklich heiß, aber ziemlich angenehm und eine gute Temperatur, um sich abzukühlen. Ich habe auch viele Muscheln gefunden, die zwar nicht groß sind, aber dennoch sehr prächtig und richtig schön! Ich werde einfach damit anfangen, euch die Bilder vom Meer zu zeigen, ich hoffe, es gefällt euch!

The last photo was taken on my way back home at about 7:40 P.M. // Das letzte Foto wurde auf der Rüchfahrt aufgenommen, etwa um 19:40 Uhr.

xoxo Aga